of shopping

d other day i went to singapore for a lil bit of retail therapy.bought a few things.1 thing i like shopping in singapore is that the people there are nice.i mean d people who d salesperson.they r extremely nice n accommodating.even in a high end brand n small shops,the salesperson r really nice n trying to help me.n when i did not need it,they back off.try that in malaysia.i mean,its not that bad,n not all r snobbish,but mostly,yes they r a snob.i went to angsana in jb the other day,n went to season to buy some bread,not only the girl r not smiling,she's shoving d bread into d plastic like it is something that done her wrong n she's going to kill it,somehow.bloody scary.plus,not even thank you.hello?u r selling things,yes, no matter how tired r u,n it only noon,n u r behaving that way.huh.went to mng once,wearing tshirt n jeans,nothing with name,n they did not even look at me.i mean u r in business yes,n u r selling things,yes.so y dont a lil smile?im not asking to take care of my whims,but it nice to see if u r smiling.later when i took 4 stuff,n then only they smile n treat me nicely.do i have to buy to deserve a good service?it disgusting really.but i do like d treatment in tm point,d other day i went,even d guard is extra smiley n extra nice.it doesnt hurt to b nice,so y showing sour face all the time?sigh,but really they smile a lot if i was with my boyfriend.fucking a-hole.retailers,salesperson should smile more n b nice.ur selling things,so obviously u should b nicer.sigh.there's too many campaign already,b nice,smile more.but that's not gonna change anything right?

books.

i read another few books but i just cant b bothered to write bout it.so there goes another resolution of what not.*laughing hysterically* i cant keep up with resolution.im too edgy n restless to have 1.

friendship,what does it means?

y do we have to sugar coat every single things we say?let say u saw ur old friend,n noe that she gain weight n she said,have i gain weight?n u want to say yes but u say no.or myb ur fren r slacking off lately n u r hurt,but u keep quite since u dun want 2 hurt her feelings.i mean,no 1 want to b said she s a bad gf/daughter/mom/worker n so on rite?but how do u tell it nicely when u r tired of drama n smiling n sugar coating every single things u said jus bcoz u r afraid to hurt ppl u love?while u r sick,u r having bitch fest on her/him,u r dreading d day u saw her or call her,so y just not tell the truth?but then when u do...they'll say they want to reach 4 u n stuff,i mean i know u r in denial,but yeah y not just gv it a go.im soo sick n tired of sugar coating everything,analyzing flaws that may come from me,and dreading y she/him really dont have time for me.a friendship supposed to work both ways,give n take,stuff stuff stuff.maybe my definition of friendship is different?oh gosh.but this,really wear me down.how else r u gonna tell to a friend that u r tired of the ways they r treating u,but they do not do that to others?u saw urself how they always take everyone else calls n msg,but not urs.how u react actually when u r so badly hurt n angry and down,then u call them up,just getting d line's bz or they themselves said their with this n that,thy r doing this n that,call later n so on..so what do u do really?

a very happy day~~

khyru
happy birthday!!
may all ur wish come true!
me love u so much!

oh sudah lama xberblogging~

huh lame gle ak xon9 n mls btl nk blogging nih.motip?xd idea.pnat.n bosan.

hr sbtu lps ak ad wt reunion e2 tijb,tp brp kerat je la dtg kn memandangkan rmai da bhijrah ke kl.tp papehal,mmg fun habis.borak mcm nk gila,then asek bgosip n bcte psl mmb2 y xtaw lah men pg now,n lps tu tgk cte plg xble blah d dunia (curtesy of pian.de y suggest cte tu!) so ktorg duk la tgk jump tu.xnk mcm cbai la cte de kn.tp xp,mmg enjoy hbs.ms kt wyg jmp bdk2 e1 plak,so da mcm reunion bdk skola la plak.papehal mmg ak miss dorg,n rsnye nt akn buat lg havoc pny reunion plak.

skrg nih duk umah,ak bz wt kn favor boxes utk majlis akak ak nt,n ad jgk tmpahan cookies dp kwn ibu ak n akak ipar akak ak.lyn je la tym xd bende nk wt nih.bz btl rs.n weekend nih myb g tgk wyg wif Q plak.uh lme btl x tgk wyg,sem ni lgsg xsento pon wyg.haha.slen tu,ak bz berfb,men gem.ak rs ak mmg otak gamer.hadei...

update nt lg dgn cte2.mls btl menulis,tp mcm lme sgt xmenulis kt blog nih..so kisses n hugs~ till later~

akhirnya

paper II n HE da hbs!wpon td ak tlmbt g final *sbb ak igt fnal kul 430 pdhal 230.dem* tp oklah jgk.cik abg pg kl sorg.huhu rindu2..sabau je lah.sok ak n klsm8 nk pg cherating!xsbr!tade nmpk bunge2 raya y ak kurang minat nk tgk.xsabau nk men er *wpon cik abg xpg men er sbb musim hujan.bimbang kne tlan er.da la ak pnakut ngn er.thehe* ah.da tlalu lama xpg ke beaches.i miss d sun and d wind and d water at beaches.tapi kalu ak pg mmg akan sun tanned y amat.ops bukan sun tanned,sun burnt! haizz..org kulit cerah mmg camni agaknya.i rmmbr once i went tioman a week n i went back to school n my friends start calling me budak pulau coz i am so tanned!!haha.


ak klaka tgk ad org2 y ckp xske tgk muka ak,tp ble ak lalu,mst sibuk nk tgk,siap toleh2,siap xkelip2.manusia,ckp xsrupa bikin,itulah.heh.kemudian nk sibuk ngumpat psal ak.hello,ak kau sibuk dgn ap ak pakai,ap ak buat?ak bkn buat dgn kau pon,bkn pakaian beli guna duet kau lah.ko jealous kah?kalau x,pg mam sana.xperlu sibuk2 maw lihat org.cermin n tilik muka d cermin,bagus sgt kah kau?sedarlah kwn2 sekeliling kau pon mengutuk kau belakang kau.xperlu kot nak perasan sgt. :D


lg 3 paper,n i wish all my bitch out there best of luck kay girls??esp vrin.come on babe!i noe u can do it kay??

uhh what should i do?

ah it's been a long time i did not write anything bout me,just entry on books dat i have read.i have read another one,but much later will i wrote about it.today,i just laze around, doing nothing,except playing fv at fb,which i did a pretty work of art *gushing* and i played other games,until 230pm when my fon ringin *met me halfway,bep* n my switie asking me,wat r u doing?da stat study? erk..die ni ahli nujum ape.ak ckp kt de ak stat blaja pg td,tp bgn at 11am,and start on9ing at 11.01. :P until 230pm.so nonchalantly i answered,nope,men gem ja.huahauhuahua.mmg nk kne marah sme itu cik abg.haha.so then i study lil bit,poke things in my game a lil bit,and now,i guess i could answer d paper. :P lantaklah.


oh ye,status d f skrg,ialah i'm bored with "friends".i got lots of friends,n mostly, i do have a thing or two common with them and i do like them.but the problem is,i'm someone that maybe in their opinion,could be a very good listener, and they tend to find me when they have something they want from me.n it makes me tired of keeping friends.n it makes me treat all of them indifferently.i could make jokes with them n so on,and change my color according to their preferences, but they never know the real me,the one that they think they know is unfortunately,a distorted version of me.they could never glimpse the real version,coz they could never understand that.and they think they know me so well,as i have learn the art of changing my skin beautifully.so friends,u never know what i could do and be.do not try to outsmart me, do not try to used me.i have already fed up,and i have already have the list that i would not help anymore. =P

much love,me.

read a book::4

another by agatha christie.i guess i am a book addict now.as i have a lot to do,but still,i love a good book.hehe


title::endless night,also by agatha cristie.

about::a man name mike,who is in love with a land name gipsy's acre.he was warned from a gipsy *mrs lee* about the danger living at that land.he wanted that land,but he could not buy it as he don't have any money.he then saw a girl under a tree, who is call ellie.they fall in love and later got married secretly.she was a heiress to guteman's,which is a very big company.she was one of the richest girl and together,they bought that gipsy's land.ellie was sweet and innocent,and she was always threatened by that old mrs lee.one day,when mike went to an auction where he want to buy a desk for his wife,and ellie went riding.they want to meet together at lunch but ellie did not came.then they found her horse galloping alone and mike was worried that she was hurt.it turn out that ellie was dead,injured as the horse went wild they said.but some people claim to see mrs lee.so this bring them to finding mrs lee.unfortunately when they found her,she was dead for several days.mike was shocked to find out that ellie has change her will and all her properties is now mike's.and mike was in a state of shock.he went to funeral etc etc.and there is also greta,who is like a chaperone to ellie.ellie relies on greta too much and when ellie died,greta was doing all sort of arrangement.finally,mike went back to england and propose to greta.he said to alll that he think that is appropriate as she is like ellie's bff and she was there went he was lost.nevertheless,here comes the anti climax.actually,mike killed ellie,bcoz he wanted her money.he and greta was,sorry is lover and they planned this together.but as he came back to his house,he found ellie outside,where he first found her.she was smiling,but she did not look at him.he was hysterical at this point,and at last he killed greta too.he think he might be inlove with ellie,but it is too late now isn;t it?so he write everything,and he think himself as endless night.a song ellie love to sing.

every night n every morn,
somw to misery are born,
every morn n every night.
some are born to sweet delight,
some are born to endless night.

so he thinks that ellie is a sweet delight,and himself who is evil,is an endless night.

the end.i thought at first that maybe her stepmom or lyod *a guy who manage her funds* kill her.wrong!haha i never even thought that he kill her.seriously.*sigh*


much love from me,xxxxx

read a book::3

i have finished two and half book really,but i did not have time to write it down.so here is the third book ::


title ::they do it with mirrors,also by agatha cristie *when i found a good author,i tend to read all their books.it's hard to find a really god author who all the books are good and satisfying as the last one. *wink wink* *

about::there is an old woman who lived in england n she have this 2 schoolmates who are sibling who adore her and when they get older,the older sis ask the old woman *her name is miss marple aka MM btw* to look after her younger sis as she got a hunch on someone or aomething is wrong.so old miss marple went there,to look at mrs carrie louise (CL) and find out what is wrong.it turns out that CL is an old woman who see no evil,talk no evil n hear no evil.she believe everyone is good and nice.so MM find a lot f people there is amusing and bats *bats=crazy* the house is full of deliquent and one day a man *i forgot his name but call him pete* who is quite juvenile and have mental illusion came to lewis *hubby of CL* and think that lewis is his father.he went crazy and shoot at him,but missed.this happen in a room and everyone was standing outside.oh i remember now.that guy name is edgar.so cross that pete.so at the same time,there is blackout and gina's husband went and see it.so miss bellever went and see CL's stepson and found out that he was murdered.it was a long story actually,so after that,anyone that found out the murderer secret is murdered too.they were quite baffled as they do not know how and who is the killer.at last,CL's stepson *another one* think about an idea,which is,thinking that the place is a stage really,and there is someone *the murderer* who is an actor and this is his stage and he could be an onlookers too.this give ideas to miss marple and sadly the young man was killed too.and now for the anti climax, the killer is,well mr lewis.he kills bcause CL's stepson,who is also a trustee found out that he was swindling CL's money.he kill the other well bcoz they know his secret.it was quite dissapointing as he got a good intention for that money,that is to change the deliquents to a good man.


nevertheless,i enjoy this book too.i guess agatha cristie really is good with crime's story.make me wanted to read more and more.till then.

much love from me.xxxxx

read a book::2

hah a second 1!so here goes::

title::lord edgware dies by agatha christie
about::i really like this book.it's interesting how she could twist the plot n people.i mean there is a crime,and there is a detective.the detective is one of her famous character,named hercule m. poirot.quite like sherlock holmes and it was good!the book is about some famous actress who wants to get a divorce from her husband n ask mr poirot to advice her husband.mr poirot went and he was astonished as the husband aka lord edgware,wants to divorce his wife.so the actress was relieved n so on,but the next day or so,that particular lord dies.so,very interesting as people in lord edgware (LE) found the actress or the lady at that night at LE house,but 11 more people said that she was dining with them.then poirot suspects other such as an actor,an actress but she was a good impersonator, but died shortly as she was overdose.so after all the confusion n stuff,at last poirot come to stump as he dont really know who to blame anymore.that is went he overheard 2 woman talking to each other and he suddenly had an idea.the next day he ask the actor to come.he start illustrating how the actor kill LE *d actor was fond of d actress* and suddenly he said,he wished that was what happen,but no he said.actually the actress did all the killing.it was so simple.she ask the impersonator, charlotte adam to act like her at the diner party and she herself went and killed LE.then she overdose CA in her milk, and then kill another man who thought it is queer when that lady edgware no nothing bout art,but the lady edgware who came at the diner party was very knowledgable.

so there u go.a second book. =D i am happy to finish this one.it's very nice to read and not so complicated although i did thought maybe the actress did ask the impersonator to go to LE house,and that she later kill LE.but i don't think that CA did the killing. :D


much love from me~

to do ::read a book ::1

read.i love to read.so much that my mind is a clutter of too many information.so i decided, to read atleast 50 books before the end of this year.starting from this week.n i'm gonna blog about it.so that i absolutely know what i'm reading about.any genre,be it novel or just a comic,i will wrote down.so today,1st book::

title::body language
about::a book on how to use body language for selling,presenting on so on.
facts::did u know that people look at our body language 60pc more than what we were talking about?let say,we told someone off with a huge grin,they will think we just goofing off.n when we told people they look awesome with a smirk,they will think us as insincere.fascinating!

*envy*

no no its not what i feel.but what people who are not yet matured and the brain size of peanut have.dear,i have ears and eyes all over the place.before u said something,please,pretty please look in the mirror before u said anything as when u said it,there are people listening and judging u.whatever i wore,he used to like it.i don't know bout u,but its is soo funny when pot calling kettle black.just remember this

"people will always talk bout me,especially when they envy me and the life i live. let them. I affected their lives. They didn't affect mine" *chuckle chuckle*

so gadis,check the mirror.kaw kutuk ak skali,10org tgh kutuk kaw,esp member2 kaw.kaw bukan tahu pon. *chuckle chuckle*

of stalking

i have been stalked before,so obviously i know how it feels when people stalk u.stalker doesn't only happen to celebrities anymore.we even sometimes stalk.but maybe the one we had crush on.or maybe the one that we really likes her style and stuff.

a few days earlier,my cik abg told me that his lecturer ask him to do facebook for networking n its important for image bla9.as he don't know how to *he never had anything like that,such a cutie!* so i offer to help.he asked me to do get start with it and i thought him few basics and wallaa!he now online everyday and whenever he is bored.he's friends is now 20,and every single thing on his page i know. of coz i bloody know,i've been cyber stalking him the last few days.OMG.i never thought i'll do this but here i am,clicking on his page,adding his friends,that i don't even know who.tsk tsk.such a sad *inlove* moron.i mean it's ok to look once in a while on his page right?i want to know what his update is........ ahh denial.is a shield.isn't it a bliss when everything was in denial?i'm through with that!


i'm now saying i don't want to cyber stalk him again.i mean i trust him,honesty is important in every relationship.not everyone value honesty as important as us,so i want to give him space and give him time to develop his own stuff. *i sound like his mommy.OMG.i'm in chronic state my friends!* i was glad that he don't care if i want to cyber stalk him as much as i want...but still...i feel guilty u know?like i don't trust him or something.God,help me!!!



n yeah a lomo blogspot juz comment on me to have a look at their blogie n i admit,i'm hook!i had one before and someone destroyed it.and till now it's beyond repairable. *sob sob* but nevermind,d person is as useless as the cam anyway.i wanna buy new ones!but then,i wanna buy shoes first..i want vincci+!maybe if i could,i buy 2 of them!goody! :D

i'm actually cooking a porridge. and damn am i hungry!

i gotta run,i need to shower and i got a meeting and then eat porridge and thennnn i have to study as i have a test tomorrow.goodluck to everyone in my class,and wish me luck babes!

mmmm?

huh dlm ms smgu ni sgt klm kbut smp nk kms tmpt pon xsmpt.so skrg mngmbil inisiatif mengemas smbil men gem d fb smbil dgr lagu korea.mnrk jgk laa memandangkan nsem2 blake!huh seb bek da ad cik abg.klu x ak g korea smbr sorg! *ceh prsn* dlm byk2 kj mngemas ak plg xxxxxxxxxxxxx ske skali nk lpt bj.tak tahu laa ngape.sbb ak xrety kot.hehe tgh dlm proses pmbljrn.klu umah ak nt sumaaa ak gantung j.kcuali bj y xle gntung.hehe.mls gle ak!n hr tu ms ry ak ad jual cookies n hr tu mmb mnx tlg wt cookies n ak blek buat n ad mmb ak y rs n nk jgk.weee.nex tym ye mmb.sy mls nk blek da ni.kmu lmbt sgt lah. =D rs hpy jgk laa kn prg puji2 cookies ak.memandangkan ak nih cm xrety msk j,ksr2 aje,rupenye teror wt cookies.weee~

next tym sp taw ak stop practisin engineering n start practising bisnes cookies full time plak kan.ak plan nk amek master bisnes ni. *wahhh* coz ak rs ak da pnt nk smbg engineering n nk cr bende baru plak.n bkn stkt nk wt bisnes cookies aje,ak da ad laa plan utk bisnes2 strusnye,n cik abg pon stuju.God,i can't wait! *bliss* sp taw kn ad rezeki nt.mmb2 ak ckp swo wt cookies nt ms ak kwin.hmm..who knows?klu smpt,n ad ms,bole je.as favor kn.hehe.dlm otak ak da byk perangkaan da tu. :D

if only u heard d voices in my head,u wonder n wonder y haven't i b crazy oredi.it's soo full of too many characters and voices asking me to do this and that.it's sometimes sick,but it also motivate me to do more and more.therefore it's sometimes hard for me to lower my level to average people understanding.bcoz i just can't.there is always something i want to do and i have to do so i'bb fulfill.but nowadays,i just ignore it.since the things my head want me to do clash with my heart and i cant do things like that anymore.haha u wont understand d things i would do to make myself happy,but nowadays better be safe then sorry,aih? =D

letih!

sgt letih!pulang kerumah hr ni.utk wt tempahan cookies.peanut butter n xtravaganza.oh sgt penat.tp smpat bknalan dgn sorg girl f5,ebit nme de.dlm bus td.siap buat2 mcm knl lma.hm ak mmg sgt pramah bile ad mood.download game the sims3, sim, and crazy cats kat hp, & skrg bill mencecah rm55.pdhal ad sbulan lg.pdan muka kau.hehe.ak rindu die!n die pon sme.jeles ktnye,tgk kwn de dating,de xdating plak mlm ni.cik abg,kt da jmp stiap hr da pong.td ptg kn awk y anto sy? =D but im happy.deliriously happy.dangerously happy.

oh damn.ak jgk tkut peristiwa lama berulang lagi.but i hope not.he's not someone who easily be bait.i'm just bloody lucky. ;P ah penat.bus esk kul 11.de akan amek.n ktnye,nak bwk ak bli shoe klu ak nak.hah yela.duet tggl 100.mlsnye maw g bank.sape swo mskkn suma duet ko dlm asb setannnn.

oh tlupe.klu x,hbis suma duet ak ak gne klu xmskkn.ats advice cik abang slpas tgk ak shopping marathon every week.thehehe.



skrg ad expoconvo kt tmpt ak.td ak nk bli mkn,tp xd bwk duet.kbtln lalu kt expoconve n dkt dgn rumah cik abg.minx cik abg duet sket...thehehe.cik abg dtg naik ferrarinya.then cik abg bg duet n jln msk expoconvo.nmpk bunge,exclaim "wah cantik gle!tgk jap!" *belek belek belek belek*

cik abg tny "awk nk?" *tsipu sipu* "nak!" "pilih laa.sy xrety."

*belek belek belek belek belek*

"ah rambang mata!awk rs?"

"pink tu cantik,besar"

"putih ni cantik jgk!"

"aah.nak putih?"

"tp putih ni xkembang.eh ad 2 la.2 brp pkcik?1 brp?"

"1kuntm rm5.2kuntum rm10 dik"

"awk nk y mne?"

"xtahu!suma cantik!"

"adei...panas ni...*buat muka kesian*"

"ok ok..aa amek y rm5 j la.aaa.putih ni cantik!tp pink ni besar btl.merah ni knp kecik ea?de xle pilih wane len ke?tot tet tot tet"

"sy pilih y ni lah.cantik."

"tapi...ad 2.2=rm10.mahal2.kt kl hr tu dpt 3kuntum!kn?ms awk bli hr tu?"

"aah tp ni kt expo.mmg laa.nk y mne?ni ok?"

"tp y ni cntik gk?"

"kn sme j mrah putih?"

"tp kembang ni cantik skeettt"

"awk nk y mne?"

"ntah?ske aty awk laa.hehe"

"ok y ni."

hehehehehe.soooooo,kesimplan,i got a rose!no no i got roses from khyru!hihihihi. *deliriously happy* 2nd time dpt bunge.d other day roses jgk.hee. =D


ok perlu g kt oven.ap jd kt cookies ak tu.:P

*nt ak upload pix bunge tu.hikhikhik*